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DISCOVERED OF THE GRANT

CHAPITRE  THIRD

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        I was tétanisé not to earn my life, financially talking. I needed costs that costs to find the means to provide to my needs. I had beautiful to turn in all senses the question, I only saw a solution : to apply some tariffs to my sittings. Was not that that to offer a minimal very involvement, to the expenses of our couple. Difficult however, to get round the obstacle that it erected in my head. Constrained and forced, I resigned myself therefore to establish a list of price according to the different benefits. These were based solely on the length of the sittings. Since at this time I was not again a masseur.

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          The GRANT, must not serve on no account of springboard to the development of a personal wealth. I was badly, yes, very very pain! What could I make to overlook my mind, this dangerous enemy that my pride was? Deep-rooted in my principles, all price needed me to prove to my Françoise, that I was not a profiteer.

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          TO length of day or nearly, I was confronted to the misfortunes and the suffering of people. My clientele, nearly entirely feminine, incited me to maintain this garden in which bloomed our love. More I met the misfortune, more I wanted to reinforce our happiness. Françoise consisted quickly of the importance of this manifest need to bring him something else that of the words, to prove him my recognition.

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          While defending my reason, about the sums that I asked, Françoise admitted the principle as much as the founded good of it. She/it got therefore crosswise, judging that I had difficulties sufficiently to surmount the handicap that was generated by money. She/it knew my convictions very well to this subject, and knew that it was not far of brightness of cSur was necessary to himself of it.

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          far from discerning the least message, I felt embossed. I was not at the end of my surprises that day! Non happy of me to have made lose two patients, the two people that I received didn't have any money on them! There, I believed well that I made an infarctus. Capricious, colérique, I entered in all my states. As every time, because I was not some to my first attempt, I decided all to send on the roses. I wanted to really invest for the other, but I didn't admit to feel anymore manipulated me.

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          As I took too much time visibly to understand the messages that I arrived, she/it clearly explained me how she/it saw the things. Far from refuting his/her/its version, I took act of his/her/its remarks very discriminating and full of logic. She/it opened me the eyes. While leaving my cloud, I achieved that the character that I believed to embody, was at the antipodes of the one that God wanted to shape. Certainly, my magnetism was offered with love.

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         Obnubilé by my desire to fill Françoise, I didn't offer this strength that a relative picture. Before thinking of the work that I was going to accomplish on my patients, I posted what they represented on the financial plan. The is were not important, but it was what they symbolized for me that excelled above all. While waiting, and it was on that that Françoise endeavored to attract my attention, I was not at all in harmony. The love that I thought to offer my patients, was superficial. Because he/it was disrupted by the one of which I enveloped my future wife. My intentions were laudable, but strong of these warnings, all price was necessary to change my rifle of shoulder.

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          That it is for the pleasure of someone, in this case Françoise, or for personal motives. It was a manner disguised to anticipate on the future. As laudable as they are, the intentions were not pure. I placed my personal pleasure before the interest of my patients. They were not sacrificed but nevertheless. Françoise was right. God doesn't accept those some that He placed his/its confidence, that money denatures the very gas of that that it has the more of pain to make admettre : THE DIVINE LOVE!

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          The situation that I crossed was a test, that I had to accept like such. More I will try to elude the authenticity of it, more I will know of periods analogous to the one met during this day. Alas, all was not as easy. I understood comfortably and I only had a desire, to overlook these gaps of my mind forever. The past hardly let me the leisure of it. It was well what haunted me the more.

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          she/it Never, tried to impose his/her/its ideas. She/it opened the door of my conscience, and let me only in the intimacy of my reflection. I had to feel to all price and had to understand what was not just. Thanks to my soft Françoise, I achieved why, I had appeared up to here aggressive towards those and those that tried to guide me. They were probably right, as Françoise, but I had not seized as them the subtlety of the modifications to bring; from where these inopportune surges of violence.

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          She/it made a brief summary of the values to which I had to tie in relation to money. Not question to offer all sittings. More question either, to require stationary sums. What to do alors ? Very simple. She/it made me understand where was the happy medium. Money being to his/her/its eyes a tool of communication. He/it allows two individuals to exchange. To give that receive also. To impose a tariff, was a way of sectarianism. Only the comfortable people could have access to the séances ? Where was in this case, the love that I pretended apporter ? To let to each, according to his/her/its means, the care to offer exchanges an equivalence made of silver of it or other, there are on what bases I had to support my way to work.

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          More people were lucky, more they were avaricious. I knew it, and I had made the bitter experience of it. Those even that soon, would take advantage of my mind generosities, would not be guiltier than the other. On no account, I had to not fall in their traps and had to revenge me while making them some sittings at a discount. To help me to defeat the adversity to this topic, Françoise evoked the nobility of my mission. The most important, it was that I feel well in my skin. People, I be able to ever change them of all manière !

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          The first two patients, of this new set could say me, were the demonstration of it. A young woman, endured facial allergy. Every year in the spring, she/it had the face and the skull entirely covered of buttons. Without speaking of the inherent nervous tensions in his/her/its state. Anguished of nature, I had to fight in a first time against the nervous excesses. For that to make, I applied the classic method of the treatment against the anguish before tout : right hand in imposition, extensively open, I left from the summit of the skull and descended until the coccyx.

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          The passes were very nits, and at the end of about ten my patient felt the signs of a sensitive nervous laxity only. Then, stretched out on the back, I applied my left hand on the solar plexus during ten minutes about. Tensions being in regression, I could do the specific sittings then to neutralize the buttons. Impositions on the skull and the face, the two parallel hands. Respecting the polarity of the energies, notably positive on the right since my patient was right-handed, I worked facing her. My left hand was thus on the right flank of his/her/its face, and the right on his/her/its left. There was only on the skull where I applied my hands of the same côté ; this to take into account the inversion of the hemispheres of the brain.

         I did an intense work then on the liver and the kidneys, precisely as if it had been about cutaneous problems. To finish my sittings, me dynamisais the Chakrases. For her, after six sittings the problem was solved completely.

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          The second patient embodied on the other hand, everything that magnetism had just taught me. To remain master of his/her/its impulses, not to take itself/themselves for a physician, not to try to impress. The Almighty didn't make in the lace while addressing me this brave man! After an anamnesis as concise as possible, I hired the challenge. Alas, after a quarter of hour of activation of the Chakrases, the lightning result gave me the jaundice. To half - overcome by the pain, my patient could move nearly more. In good French that I am, I would say that I felt the ass pailleux! What to do? Invoking a necessary rest to the patient, I isolated myself sadly in my room.

         I thumbed my works, with an anxiety and a fear feature. Due to a lack of thrush one eats the blackbird? ... This byword saved me momentarily. Playing the false patient, I phoned one the most known hypnotisers on the place. I described the symptoms and took note of his/her/its recommendations. Wanting to go at the end of my investigatings, I asked him if he/it was able to him, to make something, and... How!

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          I took my sitting quietly. The intensity of the pains having reduced, allowed me to pursue my work. This time, I applied the antidote to the letter. One after the other, I reviewed the Chakrases. Being right-handed, I worked then with my left hand, that produced a  d'aspiration  " effect " of energy. I unloaded all stupidly, the too full by force that I came to place there.

         The result on the other hand, didn't make my patient's happiness. Far from encouraging me, he/it found that what I made him didn't agree to him. "  Il didn't smell like rien  ", he said a reproachful tone! It needed something besides "  hard  "! Quietly, I maintained my position, while specifying that if I persisted in my first gait, he/it was going to scream pain.

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          With firmness I opposed his/her/its desires to renew the sittings. What didn't fail to trigger the hostilities with this patient, disappointed not to see to glue me to his/her/its desires. At the same time as I had just cleared besides a step on the training of magnetism, I discovered less amazed, the mentalities of some people. The two schools went from pair; the one of life, that would drive me on the way of magnetism, and the one slier that had to permit me to meet my real personality.

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          My role was, and had to confine itself, in the only improvement of the physical state of my patients. Their psychology or philosophy of life, had to not disrupt on no account me. It was at this time, that I took for landmark, the picture of choke on a car. He/it helps to start, but mocks a lot of continuation of the events. To remain to my place, there is the main word of this training.

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          Analysant the gotten effects, so much during the sittings that in the days that followed, I elaborated a method of treatment capable to help all my patients. Synthesis as much as symbiosis, she/it is always and more than ever in force today. She/it is based on the équilibration of the vital energy, the dynamics of the organs and the harmonization of the nervous system. I practiced it either in his/her/its totality what asked about two working hours, either partially to accentuate such or such effect.

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         This method once again, is not to consider like a therapy standard. She/it takes into account the strength of my magnetism, of my sensitivity, my to feel, and of the love that I am able to offer my patients. Nevertheless, I deliver it here, because she/it testifies of the path that I had accomplished four years after having discovered the Don that The Almighty had the kindness to grant me. What means that on no account, she/it would not know how to act as reference to that that this soit ; outside of the simple testimony.

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         has therefore how, I succeed today in neutralizing most blockages that disrupt the energizing and organic working of a sujet :

          Before all thing, I pass my right hand above the Chakrases and the main organs, to determine their potential energizing. If my hand burns me, there is excès ; so on the contrary it freezes herself/itself, it is an insufficiency. I do in the first place, an opening to the folds of the aine ; to stimulate the blood and lymphatic system. I make the link inches of the feet then (that I enclose between the inch, the index, and the adult of my right hand), and the umbilicus (on which I place the palm of my left hand).

         This position has for goal of dynamiser the sexual organs and those of the underbelly. I sometimes keep the position more of a quarter of hour, until the energy unblocks lesdits organs. I go back up after the palm of my right hand on the umbilicus, and the one of my left hand to dish on the forehead. I do a way of eight, that carries up the energy accumulated in the energizing center of the body thus (navel), until the nervous center embodied by the hypophysis. The length of this movement depends again there, of the patient's faculty to manage his/her/its own vital energy. Because these two movements, that I baptized "  Pontages  ", stimulate the only energy of the topic. Putting to profit these potential openings, I do the cradle followed of the polar stretch then. Their action will be of as much more beneficial, that the patient's energy will circulate more freely thanks to the previous work. To this stage of the sitting, as a rule, the soothing action is felt very well by the patient. (...)

         (...) To finish my sitting, before proceeding to some passes slow to big current, I make a link with my inches between the basis of the umbilicus and the middle of the forehead. During this last phase, most relaxing to my eyes, the patient succeeds enough often in visualizing some colors. Outside of the tingles, often sharp, the stream of energy suffers from an absolute manner. Relaxed, the patient enough often falls asleep.

 For the logical reasons, I only unveil here the beginning of my sitting. It is given in its totality in my novel.

          The total sitting, as I have just described it, last two hours on average. I improved it as I progressed on my path of life with my magnetism. I perceived that as conjugating the two strengths of life, the one of the patient and my magnetism, the results became spectacular. As I became aware of the potential harmony gotten thanks to this co-education, my sittings of équilibration were not yet as clothed. I translated it entirely, because he/it is now very difficult to me to dissociate a movement of this whole.

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          I certainly deplored a considerable absence of patients, but I regretted to meet people incapable to discern the a lot of pain well more again. To this topic, I had in front of me, the example marks the suicidal person. A young woman reached of a tumor to the breast. She/it had already been operated of the other breast, for the same reasons. When I made his/her/its acquaintance, the evolution of cancer was to an advanced enough stage. The ovaries, contaminated to more of seventy percent, attested the irreversibility of the illness. I was not able to anything for her and made him known firmly. Nevertheless, since she/it wished all to tempt to alleviate his/her/its sufferings, I accepted to lavish him some sittings, to the cabinet and in telepathy.

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          She/it refused definitely, as well as she/it didn't want anything to take like medicines. Of where to my eyes, the suicidal aspect. She/it didn't nearly eat and was content to sustain itself/themselves, to swallow foods and other dirts végétaliennes exclusively. It was not the most serious. After all, each is free to eat like good seems him.

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          I was not there to judge it, and I was content with bringing him all the love of which she/it had need in my sittings. Contrary to all expectations, with the passing of the days, his/her/its state improved conspicuously. The painful spasms dimmed, in frequency and in intensity. After about ten sittings, she/it even succeeded in stopping his/her/its seals to sleep. The crises were more and more occasional. I felt that we were on the good way. Anxious all to tempt to dam up the evolution of the illness possibly, I decided to organize a "  Chaîne  ".

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          I waited for some minutes, before beginning my applications. The ovaries, the pancreas, the spleen, the liver, the tainted breast, was in turns the epicenter of my work. The sitting lasted a few less than twenty minutes. That day, some instants after the end of the treatment, Françoise could see for the first time my will have, that stood out in the halo of light some against day.

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          Some days later, on the pressing advices of his/her/its intimate friend, the patient accepted to be going to pass a radio. The miracle had occurred. The tumor of the breast was locked in a pocket, magnetic bubble way that made it inoperative, in. Far from all waiting, she/it withdrew on herself. The witch's ominous influence, that refuted the result acquired, pushed it to decline my sittings. Mireille's behavior to my consideration, translated the uneasiness that disrupted it strongly. Non happy to drive it slowly toward the fatal exit, the witch had managed to make pass me for a wizard with the eyes of the unhappy victim.

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         She/it was major and vaccinated after all! Far from offending me or to feel ousted me, I felt a total relief of it. I took note of the importance not to want to change people. Each is free to act according to his/her/its conscience, and no to undergo the one of the other. In spite of the insistence of Françoise, I didn't want to influence my patient. I clearly explained him:

          "  " " Mon role is not to force the hand to that that it is. I have not been chosen by God, to oblige people to back out of their own conviction. He/it belongs them to act according to their impulses, and no to react while taking into account mine. Since the beginning, we are all conscious that the exit will be fatal. If she/it was not under the ascendancy of witch's species, I believe that we could insist and that she/it would end up accepting the chemotherapy.

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       When a person is in state of doubt, she becomes vulnerable. Blindly, she/it is ready to follow whoever. For Françoise herself, confusion was total. Of the love to indoctrination there was a skinny ditch well only, quickly happy by the clever "  gourous s "! Organized very well, and protected, the sects recruit their future "  proies s " by all means. Like everybody else, attentive to the least echoes, I looked after the grain. I tried to approach this delicate topic, while avoiding to let carry away me by my wrath:

          "  " " Mal in my skin, I suffer from feeling me to the eyes of some people assimilated to this set of unconsciouses. He/it is clear that most people who come to see me, very often make it after having passed between their hands. I don't want to discredit, nor to overlook, the intrinsic value of some people, such Maguy LEBRUN, that is pure and really efficient. Between hands as those of Maguy, authentic ambassadress of our Lord, the patients are assured to cover their energy, in a lasting manner. There are a lot of other again, as honest as Maguy, that I don't know unfortunately. Those, one cannot discover them by the slant of an advertising announcement! Discreet and efficient, they bring their love and their expertise, to the people that they receive.

         some exists alas, that of part their own ignorance, commit dramatic mistakes. To this witch's instar, that murdered our friend literally. Some groups, so-called "  de prières  ", concealing their authentic activities of sects ignobly, is before a whole inexhaustible and juicy source of wealth for their promoters!

         They speculate in a foul way on the back of those and those that take to ingenuously to their rituals. A lot more that the art to live, discounted by the victims in power, better these groups cans impose their abject and infamous genius to destroy the humanity. They nourish gleefully, and without the least scruple, their source of fertility in the growing herd of exclude them of the society. All those and those that, not having strength anymore to take their problems in charge, hand themselves of it to these notorious swindlers.

         The day or everybody will react as us facing the calumnies, the humanity will begin to wake up! This "  léthargie  " created artificially, return too much money! The drug, prostitution... and the sects... serve to enrich most those that direct us. Money my poor treasure. Money and still money. More you are rotted, more you are corrupted, more you have some odds to make your place in the sun! Look at all scandals! Politics, religion, sport. All is dominated by money! I understand better how, of the impostors disguised in hypnotisers, succeed in imposing their "  talent  " easily!

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        During close to one week, I abstained of all contact with my patients. I was not in harmony, I had need to hand me the ideas to the clear. Everywhere in the medias, the sectarian movement was witty and nearly in the limelight. I felt impotent, écSuré of nothing power to make to help people to react facing this massive poisoning.

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          More I progressed in my mission, more I took note of the impact of the psychosomatic on the behavior of the individuals. My state of mind was not reached, even less affected. It was the most important. Case by case, I continued to receive my patients, and got used to the oblivion that followed. It became natural and nearly unchangeable, after obtaining of a satisfactory or merely encouraging result. I was not a maker of miracle! I reminded it to every new patient. I insisted on a fundamental aspect: the seniority of the energizing lawlessness of which they were victims.

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          More I advanced on my path spangled of traps, more I became aware of the biting solitude and muteness panicking, behind which entrenched themselves most people who came to see me. Report of as much more believable that again I was confronted and tempted to surmount, the problems of tension, emotional, circulatory or nervous of my new patients. The insomnia, the depression, was during more of six months, my only mates on the road of magnetism. Age, more and more young of certain patient, was a revealing sign of the uneasiness of the society, and of the nervous life. Of another side, I felt ill at ease because of money. My sittings, attracted more and more patient. The plugs to ears, functioned marvellously. To listen to people, to like them as they were, to valorize them and to give back them confidence, such were the essential parameters on which I founded my intervention.

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          Étant a marginal trifle, in my approach of magnetism, I disturbed some sharks or "  barons s " in place, that were for their part more attracted by money than by the faith. What was worth me, from time to time, of the telephonic threats! If I was indifferent or nearly, to these uttered threats, I was a lot less facing the daily reality. My sittings indeed, by the slant of the cashes offered, generated an unfavorable state insidiously.

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          The harmony was far from being to his/her/its apogee! More I helped people, more I pitied on their fate, and less I wanted money. To this small game, I have been taken quickly for a pigeon, and exploited as he/it agreed! I understood it very quickly! While seeing with the passing of the days, the number of my patients to increase considerably, I realized that this generosity was going to expose me to the inopportune imaginary patient surge!

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          Slowly, I discerned the mechanism that transformed being human in robot, then in rags real. More I listened to people, more the uneasiness became obvious. Swallow in this spiral of madness, they detached themselves inexorably of all, and of all, while withdrawing on themselves. I had the feeling to become the last wheel of the cart. The one that one came to see in desperation, as soon as one was blasé of the seals or écSuré of more to have strength to fight.

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          There, I became aware of the help importance, more moral than physical, that I was able to bring them. I cleared one after the other, the obstacles to which I had to be confronted, to accomplish me in my ministration. I happened very quickly to from it, to tempt to understand and to analyze the origins of equals unbalances psychosomatics, at the same time as their mechanism.

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          Of entry, I indicated them to the point that magnetism could not heal on no account the illnesses! Even less, to make some miracles. He/it was able to, if the patient collaborated completely and efficiently, to improve considerably some deficient physical states submitted to a psychosomatic origin lawlessness. On no account, he/it would not have a curative action, on such a chronic or irreversible illness, the AIDS, and cancer. It was necessary that the things are well lucid, to this topic. Didn't displease to some to those and those that, for money, let believe in the naive and the potential pigeons, that they were able to heal them of all their pains.

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          Of the small "  réservoirs s " to the pipelines, while passing by the "  robinets s " or the batteries, each was capable to see a rational manner how the alchemy could take place. I compare the hypnotiser's action, to the one of an electrician, in a friendly way. To understand this gait, it was important to try to visualize my small history, relative to the creation of the human being. As very sensible, I conceived it and imagined it in dream. I was more and more motivated in this approach thanks to Françoise.

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          Chaque to be human, was able to understand to his/her/its manner, to believe and to interpret, what the thick majority of people qualified occult! I translated the things as me felt them, of the bottom of the cSur, without other pretension that the one to bring my testimony. Each of my narrations looked like fairy's tale, that I narrated with authenticity. The clarity of the explanations, the clarity of their significance, allowed my patients of more to drown in the meanders of an abstruse and opaque language.

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          I brought to the people who came to see me, the proof that he/it was possible with the only will, to familiarize itself/themselves with his/her/its subconscious. At the same time, I began to surround the problems better with regard to the human reports of which they endured all. Uncommunicative on themselves, insulated to the outside vibrations, people didn't make anything to leave the dead end in which they were. A weekly sitting of relaxation and détente with magnetism, and has, the tour was played.

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          The jealousy, the spitefulness, the hypocrisy, I discovered every day the mysteries of it. This report, I raised it with some thrills in the back! Because of the patients just as deceitful, delivered himself to a small squalid game. They preached the forgery to know the truly. Messing up Pierre or Paul, to make me tell that that they wanted to be going to repeat to the persons concerned. Alas they have been disappointed. Nor Françoise nor I didn't have for habit to guaranty the formulated critiques. We liked to judge by ourselves!

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         We felt to weigh then on us, the weight of the contempt and the slander. In the beginning, Françoise didn't succeed in feeling the odious "  effluves s " of these plots. After some months, she/it was touched full on and became terrorized. What drove it to abrupt variations as much that unforeseeable, with regard to some people. Quietly, I tried to explain him how, this infernal mechanism could function:

         "  " " Pourquoi do you believe that people manage to hate itself/themselves mutually? Because the gravediggers of the humanity, by ignorance and by game, take to their favorite leisure: déblatérer of the insanities on the back of the other! These are not alas, the examples that miss us! The true guilty parties it is not them! If you notice well, to whom do the sowers of dropping address them? To all those and those that are at least as nebulous as they!

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          The spitefulness makes blind that is true, but that to say and to think muteness and the complicity generated by the silence of people who himself braquent ? While listening to the hypocrites passively emptying their pocket of venom on the back of innocents of which they are jealous, don't they guaranty their misdemeanors? Of course it is possible to dam up this stream of hate! He/it would be sufficient that the thick majority of people finally becomes aware of it and react, it is all ! " "  "

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        The examples didn't miss. So this young woman, who complained about insomnia, solitude, frigidity and pains in the really intolerable back. Presented by a friend of Françoise, she/it embodied everything that I had just summarized. To her only, she/it was a fraction of every catégorie ; a full size synthesis. All his/her/its relations passed of the laborious hours, when she/it spoke of it to me. To believe that she/it was only surrounded with ignoble people. Some of these people had to have the ears that sifflaient !

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          not only I received it two times per week, with one meal to the key, but in more she/it called me at least four or five times during the same week. More and more, she/it developed her/its fears opposite his/her/its frigidity. I was not fortunately sucker. I achieved in time where she/it intended to embark me. Las of his/her/its jeremiads, I gave him the lesson that she/it deserved. Whereas she/it wriggled high cloud on the table, waiting that finally I make a "  contrôle  " of his/her/its frigidity. With his/her/its agreement I made however, come Françoise. She/it could translate thus what she/it was going to feel since the instant where I will do some applications in height of his/her/its pubis.

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         Between two appointments, I took the time to refine my training on mentalities. In the street, the public transportation, I tried to understand better how people lived and behaved. In their daily environment, they appeared even more unhappy. They walked, crossed themselves without seeing itself/themselves and often same while jostling itself/themselves. The jumpiness of the drivers, the touchiness of some among them, the almost general anarchy, brought me some elements of answer.

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         Of such attitudes, deserved a small detour, was not that that to appease my curiosity. One evening, after one particularly rich day concerning my survey of these high characters in color, I translated in Françoise melts it of my thought them concerning:

         " "  Ces are above all human beings, it is not necessary to forget it. They know that they are smelly and odious. They are crystallized so in their character, solidly shut in in their shell of indifference, that they are immunized in a way against the feelings. They play the supermen, whereas they want to cry. This oasis, created artificially, in the center of which they raise the standard of the superiority, becomes makes a jail of solitude and desolation of it of which they are not able to, and don't want especially, more to leave " ".

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        Since one or two weeks, Françoise didn't have a problem anymore with his/her/its cysts and his/her/its sizes on the face. Yet, she/it constantly, displayed a fear panics. If these ungainly thrusts came to disrupt it the day of the marriage? She/it trembled anything of it that while thinking of it. I had beautiful to reassure it, she/it could not overlook her/its mind similar possibility. While coming back of the office every evening, I saw it exhausted, not to say écSurée. Putting this attitude on the account of the emotion, I didn't pay attention there. Nevertheless, I asked myself some questions. Okay, for her, to pass miss to lady, was something fantastic. Of there to cause thrusts of fever adjoining the forty and two tenth... There was a step that I refused to clear.

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          that evening, after having localized three cysts in his/her/its stomach, I decided to neutralize them. I had avoided to inform it of the pains, short die-hard but violent, that were going to appear. After a brief respiratory conditioning, I entered in action. Leaving from the cardiac plexus, on which I was in application, I took down my right hand suddenly while following the course of the cysts. Very concentrated, I had asked the Almighty to grant me the whole necessary strength to make disappear at the same time them the three. As my hand arrived on each of them, at the same time as Françoise jumped on the table, one heard three small very distinct bangs. She/it had one moment of panic, immediately resorbed after a languishing look.

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          The rheumatisms first of all. Under various shapes, they appeared everywhere on the body, especially to the joints of the shoulders. To neutralize the pains, I essentially practiced the relaxation of the backbone. For that to make, with my left hand, and no the right this time, I did some passes very nits of the basis of the nape to the coccyx, to two centimeters of the column. It sometimes lasted more a quarter of hour. During this exercise, some tingles appeared on the reached points, and a soft heat enveloped the column.

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         Then, I made crossing impositions on all sides of the painful homes. Right hand side thorax and left hand in opposition in the back. My look concentrated on the center of the pain. I described the very slow circles, in the sense of the needles of a watch, during some minutes. The pains were sometimes very violent during these impositions. I alternated with the stationary applications, and impositions in bundle, in order to vary to the maximum forces it of magnetism. I noted the variations in to feel it of the patient, according to the movement that I was doing. Sharp, diffuse, local or general, he/it followed the gestures faithfully.

* * *

         to finish, I did a way of "  chassé  " of the pain. I placed my left hand on the rear of the shoulder or the member, affected, and my right hand got to about thirty centimeters of the thorax. Then, slowly, I advanced my right hand, while the left hand exercised a way of traction. As if I had held an object between the hands. The patient felt at this precise moment, a real current to cross it as my right hand approached and that the left moved away. Then, I plated my two hands on all sides of the painful home, before taking off them of some centimeters and to do slow rotations in the sense of the needles of a watch. There, the pains were sometimes extreme. Shoulders, elbows, hands, every time that the case presented itself, I did the same gestures.

    * * *

         This kind of sitting lasted between forty minutes and one hour. To the term of this one, the patient felt a clean improvement so much in the mobility that the absence of pain. On several occasions, essentially in the treatments on the shoulders, I have been intrigued by the loud reactions emanating some intestines. A few as if magnetism distributed on all sides of the collarbone and scapulas, arrived until the stomach. I was certainly surprised, but not at all distraught. Of as much as every time, the patient felt a relief to the level of the abdomen. I ignored all of the méridiens !

* * *

          The first case of anorexia to which I have been confronted, allowed me to apply in depth the rules of magnetism gold. By experience, I knew the importance primordial of monitoring. With a no one that refuses to eat, she/it appeared doubly useful. Why was she/it arrival là  of it? It was necessary for me to go farther than the simple anamnesis. First combat : to establish an absolute confidence climate between my patient and me. Second combat : especially not to pass my limits while trying to diagnose an any physical degeneration. The psychosomatic aspect of the anorexia, if he/it didn't make any doubt, could have some origins cliniques  nevertheless: congenital malformation, ablation of organ etc. I only had a means to my disposition : the pendulum. With the total agreement and without reserve of my patient, I raised a set of questions to this subject. The investigating lasted a whole half-day.

* * *

          The opening of the Chakra root, on the pelvic floor, didn't make itself without sueur ! Up to here, me the dynamisais while putting my left hand to dish on the pubis. There, I made a link since the feet. My right hand enveloped the fingers of the right foot, and my left hand was applied on the pubis. After five good minutes, the first signs of opening appeared. I changed position then. The palm of my calm right hand on the pubis, and my left hand enveloping the fingers of my patient's right foot.

         She/it felt quickly like an electric discharge to go back up in the stomach since his/her/its pubis. I pursued my action, while applying my right hand on the other Chakrases. In the stomach, the back, magnetism provoked some tingles everywhere. While doing the rotating bundle on the hypophysis, my patient's détente reached its paroxysm.

         I took advantage of this state of well-being, to make a cranial application. My hands well to dish on the summit of the skull, enveloped the two hemispheres of the cerveau ; right hand on the left and left hand on the right. I concentrated all my attention on my patient's third Sil, while repeating me a small sentence simple  permanently: "I make come in you the strength of the cosmic energy, to neutralize and to make disappear of your body and your mind, the blockages that are to the origin of your anorexie  ". The importance of my thoughts at the time of every application or imposition, donned all his/her/its nobility.

         The support of the thought is primordial. All strengths were in présence : the direct magnetism, the magnetic look, and the positive thought. I kept this position two or three minutes. As soon as my patient began to blink some lids, I stopped. These signs were precursors of the somnolence state, that I had to not reach. Somnambulism being the following phase, I was not anxious to develop it uselessly.

         For me, the treatment in all conscience is from afar the most efficient. What means that I am opposed to the treatments centered on hypnosis. I don't criticize them step, but I remain skeptic as for their merit. Of as much that too often, they are generating of abuse. I finished this first sitting, by an application on the Chakra 7.

* * *

          The very day, we passed to the second sitting. I decided this time, in addition to work on the Chakrases, to begin an approach on the organs. The openings having been faster than the previous time, allowed me to deepen my action above all on the ovaries. Since by definition, they are the starting point of the vital energy. Before activating them, I did for the first time of other movements of Polarité : the immobile link and the central refill. These two movements, having for goal to activate the big and the small energizing circulation.

         I placed in first my right hand around the fingers of the left foot, and the palm of my left hand on the one of my patient's right hand. Then I inverted my position while passing on the other side of the body. The effects of circulation felt by my patient, translated the efficiency of this movement well. At the same time as I could hear the abdominal organ reactions. Then, the "  recharge centrale  " or small circulation, she/it was also activated.

         loses It of my right hand, calm to dish on a point situated between the thorax and the nipple of the left breast, and the one of the left hand put to dish on the forehead. The reactions were enough diverses : cranial pains, tingles in the throat, sharp pains in the stomach and the ovaries. These reactions were brief, but felt very strongly. For my part, at no moment I didn't feel the least vibration in my hands.

* * *

          That day, I could clearly note the work of the patient's only energy. Contrary to the magnetic impositions, to the course of which I concentrated to the maximum, there, I didn't have any influence in progress on work. What allowed me to affirm than really all one each was capable to produce the same effects. I finished my second sitting, by an application on the brain, the two calm hands to dish. Whatever is the problem, I magnetize the same way, guiding the cosmic energy toward the obstacle that I discovered.

* * *

          Progressively, after about fifteen sittings, the state of health of my patient improved. His/her/its menstrual cycle had come back after six sittings, in a really brutal and abundant manner. She/it didn't vomit anymore, had neither pain nor écSurement anymore while having his/her/its meals. What brought me the more of joy and happiness, was his/her/its attitude facing the problems that she/it had known previously. More or less forsaken, or even abandoned during his/her/its early youth, she/it had succeeded in surmounting the climate of fear in which she/it agonized. What had had for immediate effect, to take the ascendant on his/her/its mother.

* * *

          Friday August 1990 31, the time was loathsome. Under a torrential rain, that put a term to our projects of the following day, concerning the decoration of the cars, us became before gentleman the Mayor, in part husband and woman. Imported rain little. The sun illuminated our cSurses, and warmed the one of our parents. If the byword " rainy  mariage, marriage heureux  " was exact, we could bless God's gift. My small woman was beaming. Sparkle, marvelous, she/it forgot her/its worries. More nothing counted, that our love put in broad daylight.

* * *

          The religious ceremony was in all point move. Thank you the Christian Catholics. Without you, of part the segregations of the Roman church excluding the divorced persons, Françoise would never, have had the privilege to cry the tears of his/her/its happiness in God's house. The afternoon announced itself under the best auspices! Thank you especially to you my dear parents, in-laws for the susceptible, of you to be given all this pain to offer us a day as fabulous. Because to be succeeded, the day was to all levels.

* * *

          I will never forget the first gestures of my wife adored, come as soon as out of the church. Congratulated as he/it agreed, she/it endeavored while speaking about passing his/her/its fingers in hairs. Not that she/it caught some lice, God thank you. She/it was so proud to show to everybody, that she/it had finally become a "  madame  ", that she/it exhibited her/its alliance with a moving delight. I nor teased little it nor enough naturally, about his/her/its quids! The ambiance, the love, the good mood and the détente, were to the appointment. All united around a main word: HAPPINESS!

* * *

          Ponctuant this rich in events week all more intense the some that the other, he/it missed a small note of humor emanating the Almighty. Respecting the vSux of Françoise, she/it had not had anything with regard to his/her/its sizes on the face; not more that she/it had not suffered from a least cyst. The marriage had taken place as it wished it. We had to go back at home Monday. Sunday, was therefore the one of the adieus the family's. We had a last lunch in common, in another restaurant. There again, the sun being the part, we spent an idyllic day.

* * *

          beyond the whims, with which I tried to diminish the situation, remained that the movie of our marriage was a total fiasco. It was not anything in relation to what God had reserved to my to stretch wife. Because since his/her/its wakening Monday morning, she/it could measure the extent of the Creator's power; as much as his/her/its humor! Preserve, according to his/her/its desires, and his/her/its fears especially, for the ceremonies, that day he/it had not missed it! My poor Françoise. At the time, when I had wakened up, while seeing his/her/its face I had difficulty achieving what happened. It was not anymore a quid... But frankly the cheek inflated to the hormones! She/it was swollen so, that she/it had difficulty opening his/her/its left Sil. It was stronger than I. I could not contain a huge giggle.

* * *

          She/it discovered all, marveled such a child. Pure, limpid, authentic and divine, there is the woman that I had just married. Casting his/her/its eyes between the nature and me, she/it didn't find the words anymore to translate his/her/its happiness. The only thing that often came back, was to pity those and those that had not known of such moments. Hardly installed in his/her/its wife's new skin, here is that she/it pitied on the fate of the poor wretches. What could I make of other, that to let sink the tears of the intense happiness who burned me in the body? Adorable love, who didn't hesitate to show me such or such place, of his/her/its left hand. To make better shine the burst of this gold ring that she/it carried with such a grace.

* * *

          The harmony was to the appointment. To believe that the people who had offered us all that, had chosen according to the big nest. The shapes, the colors, as much as the utility, all integrated quickly. What didn't escape us. The luck was not there for anything, Françoise and I were convinced some. "  Quelque un  " had managed to make so that homogeneity and the comfort of our well-being are preserved. Did we need this sign really? Sincerely no. It was only a pretext to bring closer us better of the Almighty, and to return him the homage that was had to him to offer us such a happiness.

* * *

          Every time that I got lost in the purity of his/her/its eyes, I vacillated. By dint of smiles, of soft words, of rustles just as challenging, we let ourselves carry away by the embers of the desire. After all, what was not yet made, would be made... Later! Groggys, intoxicated of love and happiness, made gray by so many marvelous memories, we abandoned the present and his/her/its constraints, to leave to the romantic and sensual instant assault.

* * *

          Before the feasts, it was necessary for me to face my new schedule. The big day arrived. All being clarified, structured, and delimited in our minds, I started with pride my first work day; my half-day precisely, since the store was closed Monday morning. Françoise had written me on a sheet of paper, the number of the buses and the stops that I had to let before descending. Taking to profit my ultimate morning of "  repos  ", I benefitted from this to reorganize my diary with my patients. Wisely, submissively same, they had waited that I contact them. Every telephonic call, was a bouquet of flowers that I offered in thought to my wife. My happiness burst the compound. Radiating, enthusiast, I transmitted my joie de vivre to those and those that alas, had lost it for a long time.

* * *

          I took good note because in my calculations, I had eluded without giving me account of it the potential gains with my magnetism. Gains that mine anything, during the first six months of common life, had brought me two thousand francs some. To remain in peace with my conscience, I didn't want to take account of it. The morning went by to a dizzy speed.

* * *

          AT noon I had to join my small woman in the restaurant situated close to his/her/its enterprise. As on the most beautiful days, I felt the stage fright to invade me. My sudden life took a different sense. I felt another man. Before leaving our nest of love, I had a deep feeling of happiness. A revanche ? Far from me this unworthy thought. I preferred to speak of reward. Ultimate stroke of Sil, on the big nest and his/her/its new guests, before closing again the door of the apartment behind me.

* * *

          At the hours of big affluence, as it was the case, the travelers were heaped as livestock. Tossed, shaken like plum trees, no one appeared to display the least astonishment yet. Silent, even resigned, the travelers remained stoical and imperturbable. I knew well where I had to descend. I wanted to inquire, as information, of the gravity of the lethargy state in which people seemed dived.

* * *

          Each passenger, in my fertile mind, became a completely independent islet of the other. Me I be risk to expose them my theories on the cells! ... In manner of solidarity between them, those that I live that day reinforced my vision. Probably did I have fallen in a muscle to rest, where each cell waited wisely to be solicited? It was not yet the driver's mistake, that, took a shrewd pleasure obviously to plant brakes as abrupt as useless.

* * *

          I took note at the same time, of the size of the disaster that it generated. I always had the teasing mind. During these very special minutes I died of desire to deliver me to some jokes. As there watching besides near, I understood that it was neither the moment nor the place. Did they exist some of spécifiques ? Honestly I doubted some. Subway, job, dodo ! My first disappointments with my patients about the "  aprèses séances  " and invitations non respected, took sudden an all other significance.

* * *

          After our first tête-à-tête with Françoise, to the course of which naturally I announced him my analyses, I entered in the skin of my new character in the store. During my week of tests, I had not paid attention to the decor. There, directly concerned, I could not make otherwise that to deplore the ambient mess. Not being hired to make the police, I abstained from intervening. Was the manager there for that and if he didn't make it, maybe although it was in the mSurs? Everything that counted for me, it was to work to deserve my salary.

* * *

         The time to familiarize me with the surface of sale and I will make them to see of what I was capable. Were they young, heedless, was it necessary indeed that I take them in flu? To the bottom, while seeing me achieving interesting sales soon, I imagined that they would take themselves to the game. Tired, blackened of the feet to the head, I took the path of the house. The head full of memories and anecdotes to tell my wife. Among these, my meeting to the store with a lady, that had entered there like "  catapultée  ", guided by an unknown strength. She/it didn't want nothing at all, and of straightaway we got on well. Very quickly, I understood why she/it had taken the path of the trade. God had managed so that our paths cross themselves. She/it was depressive, at the end of strengths. As soon as I had some spoken with Françoise, she/it accepted to welcome this new arrival to dine.

* * *

          The following Sunday as agreed with Françoise, I called my future patient to invite it above all to a sitting and then to share our meal. In addition to his/her/its obvious depressive problems, she/it was covered with eczemas on the face and the stomach. I had in this domain a sharp enough experience. After the classic movements of relaxation and détente, cradle, polar stretch, swing of the stomach, détente of the column and activation of the Chakrases, I proceeded to impositions palmaires on the tainted zones.

        The hands to dish first of all, but while respecting this time the polarity of the corps ; that means while placing my hands to the contrary of the courant : right hand above the left cheek and left hand above the right cheek. I was therefore seated on the table, facing my patient to facilitate work. I wanted to invert the recommended position, either the hands going in the sense of the energy, to try to create one against magnetic current. The result was immediate. Besides the very intense tingles, my patient felt in the whole body of the movements of curling of the énergie ; a few like a wave. After having maintained my static position lasting close to ten minutes, I did inverse rotations with my mains : right hand in the sense of the needles of a watch, and left hand in the opposite direction. Anything of very spectacular didn't occur. I made a circular then above with my two parallel hands the entire face, always in the sense of the needles of a watch. The sensations of hot and cold were felt by my patient, according to whether my hands were located on the right or on the left of his/her/its face. After a quarter of hour or nearly, I did the same movements on the stomach, before working in application the liver and the kidneys. The result was stupendous. More only one button on the face. Those of the stomach on the other hand, had become of an extremely quick red. Fortunately, the itches had disappeared. Relieved, physically and morally, my patient appreciated to the highest point the dinner and especially, the friendship that we proposed him. Only, in the inability to work after a very serious operation, she/it felt lost in a hostile city. She/it was filled, we were delighted.

* * *

          Toward the mid - October, after more of one month of commercial activity, I opened the eyes again. What were these creatures that God sent me in mass? Alarmed, as much that afraid, I achieved that during more of three weeks, I had received some young women home that, moreover, didn't have need of my services. Was this to permit me to keep contact with magnetism until I am operational to the store? Probably.

* * *

          The following Monday, having a sitting with one the three "  suspectes s ", I promised to be attentive. To the first exchanged look, I became aware of the size of the danger. False smiles, exaggerated manners, the hypocrisy emanated all sides. How I had been able to not return myself account of it before? I was ashamed of me. Indifferent to the signals thrown by my patient, I remained insulated and lucid. I understood where she/it wanted cleverly to embark me.

* * *

          In his/her/its eyes, burned the flames of vengeance. As she/it wondered about this scratch anamnesis, after three sittings of magnetism, I indicated him that I judged my useless contest; from where this interview. I had just opened the lid of Pandora's box! Alas, mythology was not respected. Empty once of his/her/its content of pains, the box was empty; even the although Zeus could have put down there had just evaporated! A myriad of invectives in opposition to my Françoise, surged in my lounge. Françoise was guilty to have " me  monté  " the head!

* * *

          Without can affirm anything, I felt a more and more bizarre sensation. To the store, home, with my patients, I felt to hover an unspeakable odor of powder. To all echelons I didn't feel well in my skin. Incapable to define the origin and even less of them the reason, this uneasiness lasted during long weeks. Premonition? Towards what Big God? Okay, Françoise since our marriage had not recovered its tonus to hundred percent. To a lot of considerations, I saw that this one reduced seriously.

* * *

         not wanting to take the least risk, with my more and more fertile imagination, I was content with giving back him the necessary energy. However, strength was to note that it got thinner to view of Sil ! Not the least sign of maladie ; the exams reinforced the absence of virus or other physical problem. This end of year 1990 didn't announce itself under the best auspices. I had to costs that costs to avoid to attract his/her/its attention on the anonymous telephone calls that, since our marriage, didn't stop arriving us. Was there a relation of reason to effect, between the state of health of Françoise and this calls bidons ? I refused to believe it, not to sink in an exacerbated negativism. The jealousy, imbecility, was current currency. I believed good not to speak of it to Françoise, that would probably have enlarged exaggeratedly these puerile demonstrations.

* * *

          to stop these violent enough thrusts of fever, it was necessary for me to find another method. While essentially using the polarity. I placed my hands around the skull of Françoise, the inches above the ears, enveloping his/her/its nape of my palms, placed to two centimeters of the head. I remained with this position so-called "  du berceau  " lasting close to twenty minutes. Often, it happened to him to feel violent pains in the stomach and the back. In my hands, I felt the different stages of the energy.

         as she/it progressed, as far as arriving to the extremity of the fingers of feet, I discerned the small tingles in my hands. Arrived once to the term of his/her/its journey, the energy came back me and burned me the hands. This stage, had for goal to work the central nervous system, through the intermediary of the hypothalamus and the hypophysis. Of where, to the term of the sitting that can last several hours, a state of détente and total relaxation. To reinforce this nervous laxity, I did another movement of polarity named "  l'étirement polaire  ". My left hand to dish on the forehead, the inch and the index of my right hand placed on all sides of the cervical column, to the basis of the skull, on the occiputs.

        Finely, I stretched the column while exercising a traction of the head. This movement, delicate and very tiresome, had for goal to loosen tensions on the central nervous system. He/it generally came with bubbling in the stomach. Françoise had the clean impression of "  décoller  " during the two minutes indispensable of the stretch. I changed position, to practice a more efficient manner the "  balancement of the ventre  ". My left hand put to dish on the forehead, my right hand placed to dish under the navel. I described a light swing of the stomach, of left on the right, while taking care not to make slip my right hand. The goal to reach with this swing, being to create a current of energy between the "  haras  " and the hypophysis. To the term of every sitting, the fever passed from forty to thirty-seven five. I finished my work while opening the Chakrases, in order to reinforce the well-being. Nearly every evening, I did the same gestures, submissively, with one degree of ever reached love.

* * *

          However, I could not make otherwise that to put me some questions. Why, for lack of problem of medical origin, Françoise was she/it subject to thrusts of fever as intense and régulières ? I felt it so well, relaxed, relaxed, at the end of the sittings, that I didn't dare to disrupt it while harassing it of questions. I resigned myself to hope that one day, she/it would deliver herself/itself of the weight that weighed him visibly on the cSur. Was this a former lover évincé ? A problem to the bureau ? In secret and in silence, I tried to pierce the wall of the silence all the same. All my efforts aborted, and I began to stand some.

* * *

          Since several weeks, the harmony, the interior peace, the well-being, had deserted my body and my soul. I felt tossed to the will of the caprice of the emotional storms. The only thing that frightened me, was that my "  fil of Ariane  " breaks itself. Inevitably me me culpabilisais. I felt below all, incapable to suppress this new hemorrhage that emptied my soft Françoise of his/her/its energy. Was I well the man of his/her/its vie ? Himself was not her by forced to say yes, for "  réparer  " the suffering that she/it had me infligée ? Didn't she/it have wanted to get married costs that costs to prove that she/it was capable of it, more that by wish véritable ?

* * *

          In some months, did I think to have seen all characters more or less? It was necessary to believe that no. Was it, in a more dramatic manner, a discount in reason of our couple? And so God suddenly, did want my happiness only is embodied by the features of Françoise? Did I owe myself résigner ? I dove in the meanders of the disarray. It was then the click salvateur. I had arrived to the lowest of my mental. Far from capitulating, I clung desperately. I discerned the messages of best that I was able to. Good or bad interpretations, imported little. I had to not lower the arms, this message came back me the most often to the mind. From where the desire to deepen darkness of the situation constantly.

* * *

          Toward the end of the least yet, I desisted. New rises of fever, new depressive and tired state, my soft wife dove again more beautiful in the collar of his/her/its muteness. I decided to break ice. While not being able to anymore, she/it confessed me of an upset tone, the reason of his/her/its weakness. His/her/its colleague, the trembling film-maker to the marriage, had addressed him a letter whose content didn't make any doubt. Real lesbian love declaration under the terms of the graphologist, she/it was the epicenter of the uneasiness of Françoise.

* * *

          I advised him to take his/her/its distances opposite this person, while looking after the grain. Because there was not more dangerous than a woman, envy another femme ! I felt sudden relieved. Unconsciously, without daring to confess it, I dreaded nevertheless a rival's presence in the cSur of my dulcinée. Suddenly I had the impression to weigh a ton of less. Light, ridded of my stupid fears and non founded, I recovered with my enthusiasm a desire mad to live. What had to succeed above all, on an exemption of my part concerning my problems.

* * *

          With a succession of events as intense, he/it appeared indispensable to take some days of vacations. We had some really need all two. The excuse of the move had arrived by the way strong. Fifteen days of détente, far from the tumult and aggressiveness, would make us a world of good. Who said new apartment, implied hanging of the trammel. To tower of role, we first invited my colleagues of work, then those of Françoise. Without no restriction ; what means that even the "  cameraman  " was invited. I was anxious to implore the fate, and to give me account by myself, of the evolution in the reports within the team surrounding my wife.

    * * *

          in spite of his/her/its efforts to conceal his/her/its pain being, she/it could not suppress the growing stream of his/her/its uneasiness. I was especially sensitive to his/her/its turning around of situation, facing my decision to leave my use. She/it had encouraged me to make it, for more to see to come back in the evening me while crying mistake of can have let explode my angers. Why did she/it ask me suddenly, to come back on my decision? There, I had difficulty containing my emotion.

* * *

          While summing up our expenses, I was below my only incomes. The rent, the loads... Didn't I see really how, could we be in difficulty? Of as much less, that Françoise didn't quit to offer me the small gifts that gave me pleasure so much daily. Without counting that to permit me to take my writing, she/it had just ordered me a computer and everything that it was necessary to appease my least needs concerning creation. If she/it had had problems of money, would not she/it ever have taken the risk to waste it thoughtlessly? The dilemma was total. Not analyzing by point the holding and the results, I elaborated the worse scripts.

* * *

          It was probably for this reason, that The Almighty allowed me to take the path of my sittings. Nothing such to escape the anguish of the pessimism, that to invest body and soul for the other. I pursued my training, by two charming creatures. Advisable by a colleague of work of Françoise, of straightaway I felt the danger. Reached falsely of an imaginary depression, they were there more to harm that to heal. I felt it since their arrival in my cabinet.

* * *

          My body was a way of radar, sensitive to the relative vibrations to the negative aspect of a topic. At the same time, I became less sensitive to the attacks of which I was the object. Refusing to yield to the advances of my patients, I passed soon for a sexual fanatic, soon for an impostor.

* * *

          As soon as this efficient conscience hold, the Almighty turned the page. So much that I had not understood modified my attitude nor, He/it insisted. After, He/it addressed me other people. Without transition, I passed ambiguous situations to the serenity. The training continued. Judging appropriate to let blow me a little bit, God addressed me several patients with which I discovered amazed, the serenity, the interior peace, and the authentic love.

* * *

          one among them, reinforced me in my passion for my wife. To nearly sixty years, he/it felt for his a real worship. Every time that he/it spoke me her, he/it had the tears of it to the eyes. He/it had come to see me, not for him, but for his/her/its companion. Yet, that was he, and no her, who endured the martyrdom with a violent enough chronic asthma? Hey well precisely! It was there, when he/it confessed me the reason of his/her/its desire to heal, that he/it brought me the proof that the pure and true love existed elsewhere that in our couple. He/it hoped for an improvement of his/her/its health state.

* * *

          This specified not to create any confusions. We spoke the same language. Our unique common point, it was the love of which we surrounded our wives. Abnegation, the altruism and the devotion, donned their most beautiful attires. Concerning the merely therapeutic aspects I was able to with a certain wonder, to measure the impact of such a frame of mind. The notion of receptiveness of the patient, and the one obvious of the need to offer the love on my side, succeeded to spectacular results.

* * *

          I forgot everything that disrupted me the rest of the time then. I only had a desire, to help my brave patient. I became aware once for all, of the aspect fundamental of the grant to which God had allowed me to reach: THE DIVINE LOVE! The one that one must offer without stretching the hand to pull of it from profits. This love is the only one, that permits to reach the exchange and the communication between the beings. Resourceless of all speculative aspect, he/it opens in big the doors of the interior well-being. So much so that au term of the ten sittings with my patient, I could attend a real miracle. He/it arrived on the table without the least panting, and lay down without even to raise the file.

* * *

         S to carry through my mission, with this patient, my sittings were very intense. I began the first time, by a set of " longitudinal  passeses to big courant  ". The position half foundation of the topic hardly encouraged work, but I adapted to the requirements. Contrary to the "  passeses lentes  ", whose role was to bring a new energy, those say "  à big courant  " had for goal to balance the patient's energy. The first acting in  Isonome  " fashion ", action excitatrice, the seconds being rather "  hétéronome  ", calming and decongestant. The course of the summit of the skull to the feet, made itself in five or six seconds maximum, instead of the twenty at thirty seconds in passes nits.

* * *

         I repeated the movements during more of ten minutes. Light tingles made themselves feel the most often in my patient's legs. Once this finished set, I passed to the relaxation of the backbone. No work, didn't mention these first two stages. Yet, I realized their efficiency with time. To loosen the column, I alternated the slow passes of the nape to the coccyx, a hand of every side of the vertebral axis, and those with my only right hand to dish. There I followed my intuition again.

* * *

         After about ten minutes, my patient felt a total relief and a real détente. I hired the phase of "  saturation magnétique " of the rib cage then. Right hand on the left lung and left hand on right lung, in application ; that is to say calm, in contact. I remained immobile lasting close to five minutes. Then I displaced my hands slightly always in contact, on all sides of the first point of application. So that after three or four places, and twenty good minutes, the rib cage was  remplie  " of magnetism entirely ". The effects were spectacular on the patient's breathing. Amplitude, intensity, the respiratory movements made themselves with a lot more ease and without pain.

* * *

         Mettant to profit this momentary well-being, me dynamisais then the Chakra of the throat of the tip of my right adult, to stimulate the organs depending on the Thyroid. After what, always with my right adult, I activated the specific energizing point of the Thyroid gland, above Adam's apple. These two interventions, had for goal to provoke a regeneration of the cells, implied in the process of the lawlessness. My patient had had in more a bronchitis, what motivated these steps in order to clear the superior aerial ways. I marked a small pause after these first phases. My patient put this lapse of time to profit, to work his/her/its breathing.

* * *

         After what, I took my sitting. I opened the Chakrases, while especially insisting on the solar plexus. According to some specialists, the implication of the nerve pneumogastrique in the asthmatic process didn't make any doubt. While doing the circular the Solar above, the two parallel hands in the inverse sense of the needles of a watch, I weakened the nerve in question. The solar plexus relaxed by the same opportunity. During this part of the sitting, the reactions were various enough. Of the simple bubblings in the stomach, my patient had some pains as enough regularly in the chest, the nape and the shoulders. Pains that appeared during again several days after the sitting. All as for the cutaneous problems, eczema, psoriasis etc. I proceeded then to an activation of the liver and kidneys, to eliminate the toxins that had can be freed during the sitting. For that to make, I applied my right hand to dish, the very remote fingers, on these organs. What drove my patient ineluctably to the toilets after five minutes of cares. To finish, I did the movement of the cradle. My patient's body having just been magnetically rééquilibré, the fact to activate his/her/its own vital energy punctuated the best way that either the sitting. Thus, following the sittings, I worked between one hour thirty and two hours. United in this same fight, the evolution of the illness filled us all two.

* * *

          AT some months of his/her/its yearly holidays, we considered offering us some weeks of vacations. She/it had some really need. She/it didn't make herself/itself pray to accept my offer to leave far, about fifteen days at least. Where would we go? It was only the cadet of our preoccupations. Because unfortunately, his/her/its state of health deteriorated from day to day. The sittings that I made him every evening, hardly maintained it to stream. Still this muteness, that forbade me to formulate with precision the least hypothesis.

* * *

          Nevertheless, I didn't attach too much importance to the extravagances of my new patients. I was content with acquiescing, to have the peace. I confronted myself, beyond the relational aspect rather reduced, to new cases of psychosomatic problems. The psoriasis for example, made me discover the extent of the emotional disaster in which one of my patients was dived. Insomnia, nervosisme, suicidal tendency, was in the same lapse of time, the other aspects of which it was necessary for me to become aware with this patient. After the sweetness and the climate of tenderness within the couples, embodied by my grandpa and his/her/its wife, I had to reopen the eyes on the burning reality of life. As alas, lived it most people. The storekeeper reached of serious nervous disorders, of which the psoriasis, symbolized to her only the extent of my action : listen, confidence, and determination.

* * *

        She/it had whitish plates on the hands, the forearms, the nape and to the summit of the skull. The state of mind to the lowest, she/it crossed a period enough agitated. Of straightaway, the cradle, the polar stretch and the bercement of the stomach proved to be indispensable. Consistent of a refill intense of the Chakrases that very sensible didn't let anything anymore pass in energy. The techniques taught on most works of which I arranged, were contradictory enough. I had to improvise therefore to tempt to solve his/her/its problems.

         impositions, above the tainted zones, didn't bring any believable result. I took a different orientation. After having dynamisé the liver and the kidneys, what was especially indicated in the circumstance, I undertook to provoke a magnetic superior member overcharge. To make itself/themselves, with my two parallel hands, I left from the summit of the skull and descended until the tip of the fingers of every arm. I made a good twenty impositions on every member.

         Then, I did a rotating imposition while crossing on my patient's hands. The palm of my right hand, in look of the one of my patient, and the one of my left hand on the other hand on the dorsal face. In the sense of the needles of a watch, slowly, I described some small circles then. The heat and the tingles felt by my patient, attested the efficiency of the movements. I finished these rotating sets, by impositions in bundle, with the fingers of my right hand, on the places the more infested. There, at times, the pains were honestly intolerable. My patient felt real sensations of burns. On several occasions, I have to make it proof of authority, not to see to yield it to panic. In the depressive state where she/it was, the pain provoked disrupting enough unrests. One or two times during these bundles, she/it wanted to leave even and all to stop.

* * *

          Of a sitting on the other in spite of all, the first results appeared. It is necessary to say that I completed my sittings in the cabinet, by the telepathy. Very quickly however, I realized that she/it became dependent of my cares. To assure of it to me, one evening I didn't make my sitting of telepathy. The following day, she/it exploded of rage. Certainly, she/it reinforced the other sitting utility, but his/her/its behavior made me become aware of the limits.

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          Another patient a few days later, came to find me for intestinal problems. She/it had undergone an intervention on the thick intestine for problems chronic of constipation. She/it came in the hope to avoid a new operation that this time, had to succeed to the pose of an artificial anus. At the time, I didn't lead large  of it! I had never been confronted to this kind of problem that, with the threats weighing on the patient, had of what to impose me an extreme vigilance. The first rule, was not to magnetize the skull. The magnetic équilibration it was a thing. There, it was about solving a physical working problem and non psychosomatics. Therefore, to be content with working the concerned zone, without opening the Chakra 7. A massive entry of cosmic energy, would have provoked an increase of the pains. The thick intestine was under the direct influence of Yang.

         I needed Suvrer therefore in the inverse sense of the current of energy of the organ. This rule being the same in the inverse case. Ever to work the stomach, with a problem implying the skull. Remained to define the origin of these chronic constipations. Two axes prédominants : the liver, and the hypophysis. It was in this direction that I oriented my sittings. Applications, bundles, rotating impositions on the stomach, were my bases of work. Preceded by an activation of the first three Chakrases, directly implied in the intestinal dysfunction. Consistent of a set of applications on the côlons, the quite punctuated by an abdominal crossing imposition, very nit, and in the sense of the needles of a watch it went from oneself.

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          During the first three sittings, my patient didn't feel anything. She/it was blocked so, that she/it didn't feel any well-being nor during nor after the sittings. I had specified him that so all took place normally, one could hope to note the first effects to the term of the five or sixth sitting. What allowed him not to question magnetism prematurely. With her also, to reinforce my work, I made some sittings of telepathy, during some evenings in the beginning of the treatment. The physical work was important, but all price, to eliminate the blockages in his/her/its subconscious, was necessary.

* * *

          Since the fourth sitting however, the structures of the problem were shaken. After one half-hour hardly of work, my patient freed herself/itself of a gas enough " odorant " ! There, one could not speak really of the least "  préméditations " ! Dès at the time, all went very quickly. After one indispensable pause, considering the surrounding perfume, I took my séance ; at the same time as my patient recovered a less red face. The poor didn't know anymore where to get so she had been embarrassed by this loud demonstration, but oh how much salvatrice ! For proof, some minutes only hardly after the resumption of the sitting, and an energization increased on the intestine, she/it made a second pause to evacuate a first plug.

* * *

          She/it endured the martyrdom to extract an only all small particle of garbage, but she/it was mad of joy. She/it had not known of such instants for of months. That that very sensible, encouraged the progression toward the final result. Because, and it was flagrant and same spectacular at this patient, the renewal of confidence towards magnetism conferred him a power and an efficiency increased. Like what, and I didn't fail to make my patient notice it, more the person invests, mentally or physically, more she contributes to her/its recovery.

* * *

          The indifférence ! There is really the main word of the uneasiness with which I was going to intend to exercise my activity. Was it probably to reinforce me in my love for my Françoise? Because in fact, after these exhausting sittings, I let myself rock by his/her/its beguiling charm. I took act of this disposition to his/her/its consideration with a real pride. Physically, of part his/her/its sickly and weak state, she/it was not really nor appealing nor attractive. The hollow cheeks, the faraway look, she/it even made mercy. The love, even stronger, conferred him a marvelous burst. In spite of his/her/its suffering, she/it radiated of all his/her/its being. Of the bottom of his/her/its innards, emerged an outstanding emotional current.

         far from pitying me or to pity it, I admired it. The struggle that she/it led imposed the respect and forced the worship. I liked it for her, and no for what she/it could represent. She/it was my strength, my reason to live, my oxygen. I needed her, as she/it needed me. The osmosis was almost permanent. Not to let embark me in the impetuous torrent of my imagination, I abandoned my desire to clarify the mysteries that surrounded it. I abandoned all  d'enquête  " idea " about his/her/its uneasiness.

* * *

          I was content, to come him in help in spite of her, to spill some rumors by the patients. Who came solely in the goal to destroy our couple. They were "  parachutées s " since the office of Françoise to glean the information that she/it didn't distribute anymore to his/her/its colleagues. My wife had realized it. Nearly ingenuously, she/it wondered one evening about to see with what relentlessness, his/her/its main underling tried to penetrate our intimate life.

* * *

          My body greatly had need to receive on his/her/its turn, something else that of the negative vibrations. This sprig of love and weekly sweetness, allowed me to measure the size of it. It was the first left of the message. The second, reached us some days later. My masseuse's friend, Senegalese her also, brought to our couple a stupendous regeneration. Of part his/her/its strength and his/her/its faith, she/it knew to surround us with his/her/its love and to guide us toward light. With simple, authentic words, she/it overlooked our negative thoughts quickly. The Almighty was preparing the following stage.

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          Well far from questioning us of whatever it is, with Françoise we let ourselves drag in this whirlwind of friendship. With our friend, I took confidence in me. She/it endured the martyrdom with his/her/its back. I took it in charge radically. The sitting lasted more than two hours and by magic, it didn't have the least dorsal pain anymore. It is necessary to say that I had not skimped on the distributed energy. After the specific movements of relaxation : cradle, polar stretch, swing of the stomach, Chakras, I decided to proceed to new applications recommended in the book of Gordon : "  les polarizations of the strength of vie  ". Several of them exist.

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          Very quickly, I overlooked my own gene, and I began the sitting. The inch and the index of my left hand, in the shape of "  pince  ", first stood on the occiputs. I remained some minutes immobile, before doing a light swing of the basin with the palm of my hand droite ; the remaining adult put on the coccyx. My patient and me, perfectly felt well the current of energy to circulate between the basin and the nape. Then, I took down my left hand of some millimeters along the backbone. The inch and the index being placed to about two centimeters of the column. I didn't say anything, but I was captivated as seeing "  fondre  " satisfied them that disappeared under my fingers. My friend as for her, almost everywhere felt per moment of violent pains in the body.

         The points on which I was in support corresponded to different organs, what justified completely to feel it to their level. Finely, I pursued the polarization along the column. As soon as the action finished on the points, I slipped on the following points and so forth. To the term of this very long set of "  pontages  ", I was exhausted. The result was worthwhile of it. Not only my patient didn't have the all the least pain anymore, but she was able to marveled, to lower itself/themselves without feeling the least discomfort.

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          A good news never arriving alone, was marked that evening of other white stones. Letting speak my cSur, I intended to offer a tour of recitals with my poetry, to the profit of Suvres local caritatives. The project has been welcomed with enthusiasm and deference. Useless to specify that after the departure of our friends, I got to the work. Mad of joy, I tackled the task. It was necessary to establish a program and for that to make, to elaborate a list of texts. What was not easy thing!

* * *

          Laissant to wander my fertile imagination, I lay down toward three hours in the morning. Not for a long time! Hardly sleepy, I felt a good in the bed. The Almighty had just addressed me in a dream, as He had taken the habit to make it. Of the high pictures in color, of the idyllic landscapes, and especially, a very beautiful history! While taking care not to wake my to stretch wife up, I rose to develop the synopsis of that that I had received like message. Be born very quickly the first script of movie, whose history took place in Senegal, and that I baptized " The Well of the hell "!

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          The following day, probably to help me to preserve the sense of the realities, I was confronted to a very precise case of treatment, that put back me in front of my responsibilities. To dream that was well, again it was necessary to not to disregard the object of my mission. The telephone come me suddenly out of the bed. He/it was a few more of ten hours, Françoise had left for a long time to the office. It was my hairdresser. He/it asked me if I could make something for his/her/its mom who was on vacation for some days at home. He/it explained me the goal of his/her/its gait briefly. The poor was reached of eczemas purulent to the legs.

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          Immediately, I proceeded to the first impositions on the most active homes. Right hand above the knee, left hand to the contrary, I enveloped the calf and descended slowly until the foot. I took the same movement but laterally, my disposed hands on the sides of the leg. As I progressed, my patient felt intense burns. I did following the slow passes, my two parallel hands above the wounds, of the knee to the foot. I linked with rotating impositions, following the same positions that the first passages, but while describing some small circles.

         I finished this phase, on every leg, with a bundle on the most active craters. The effect of relief was nearly immediate at the end of sitting on the legs. My patient didn't feel the characteristic irritations of the itches anymore. Besides, the pains had disappeared completely. What impressed it more, these were the tingles that she/it could have felt in the whole body, essentially in the stomach, the back, and on the skull also. Pursuing my sitting, I did the same work on the stomach and the thorax, then the head and the arms.

         Me dynamisais the liver and the kidneys, before finishing by an opening of the Chakrases. To the term of this first sitting, the buttons of the stomach and the thorax had disappeared practically. She/it didn't have the all of itch anymore, and felt a better to be certain. The redness of the legs were, them also, attenuated considerably. After six sittings in telepathy his/her/its son called me on the phone, to mean me that his/her/its mom had recovered his/her/its girl's legs. All was resorbed in totality.

* * *

          I felt more and more in my skin of "  fil conducteur  ", anything else. I assigned the result spontaneously acquired to the Almighty. During this period it is true, I had need to determine me facing magnetism. I wanted to identify especially in my faith, as much that in the man's new personality who sloughed. It was not, as good numbers of relations calculated it, an excess of modesty of my part.

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          Of one, it was indispensable that the person is ready. Of two, on no account him was not necessary to insist enormously. Of three finally, what was valid for a person, could not serve on no account of reference towards that that it is of other. Every person reacting in a different manner, he/it was excluded to pretend to solve the same kind of lawlessness at someone else with the same movements.

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          He/it was time for me, to learn to use the own energizing strengths of the patients, to help them to surmount their problems. The work that I had accomplished up to here, had to be completed by previous research concerning the physical state of people that came to see me. The relief, even partial, could be increased if of straightaway I localized with more of precision the origin of the energizing degeneration. I didn't have until there, trusted the pendulum. Outside of some prompt research.

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          The dowsing was for me a fully-fledged therapy, and I didn't want myself there to interest. Instinctively, during the first three sittings, I had moved toward this theory. After the classic openings and the movements of polarity already quoted, I did some applications on the big sciatica departure. Right hand to dish on the sciatica right and left hand on the other nerve. Some tingles in the legs made themselves feel, but the pain lasted. After these applications, I let slip my parallel hands in imposition palmaire, of the sciatica departure to the low of every buttock.

         to finish work, me dynamisais the sciatiques : right hand on the departure, and left hand on the fold of the knee, a leg after the other. Still not of considerable improvement. With the same movements, some weeks before, I had relieved another patient completely. I didn't understand. Why didn't I have succeeded in relieving it then? Done the gestures recommend to relieve the pains of the sciaticas were they forgeries in this case? Not of the all. I called once besides on my instinct. I had to modify the trajectory of my magnetism.

         It was as thinking about my patient come to the store and his/her/its eczema, that I took this option. For that to make, I had interrogated my pendulum. I changed the position of my hands, confident opposite the indications that he/it gave me. Instead of letting slip from top to bottom the fluid, I made it go back up against the current. My right hand to the fold of the knees and the left on the departures of the sciaticas. The result was immediate. The shock treatment, provoked by the against sense of magnetism, unknoted the species of nSud that was formed itself on the sciatica. The small bang that came with this relief, recalled me those that I had heard on Françoise, when I had removed him his/her/its three abdominal cysts. My patient suffered therefore, it was my conclusion, of a cyst close to the nerve sciatica. From then on, I took the work of investigating very seriously with my pendulum. I elaborated a questionnaire, that would allow me to ask all relative questions to the dysfunction of every patient's metabolism summarily.

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          Some days after the "  miracle  " accomplished on the deputy, God addressed me a patient who gleamed alone, summarized the good founded of the evolution in my work. Reaches a lateral amyotrophie, he/it was morally in a deplorable state, more than physically. Although very weakened in his/her/its body, with a partial paralysis of the left side, I felt that he/it had again more badly in his/her/its cSur. No one, in his/her/its setting, had not wanted to know the origin of this illness. I knew, and indicated it clearly to my patient, that my action could not substitute on no account itself to medicine. Nevertheless, I accepted to receive this brave man. Was not that that to bring him the sprig of heat and tenderness, of which he/it was deprived visibly.

* * *

          Poursuivant on my momentum, after the anamnesis, I called on my pendulum. Using for the first time the anatomical boards that Françoise had offered me, I got involved in the challenge. My questionnaire, oriented me toward the patient's brain. Spellbound, as much that captivated, I pursued my research in this region. At the end of twenty minutes, my pendulum made me understand that the origin of the illness essentially implied the previous and posterior white corners, the septum lucidum, the press of Hérophile, and the bulb rachidien. To what degree, and by what interaction ?

* * *

          While waiting for the following appointment in the cabinet, I made every evening of the telepathy sittings to my patient. Wanting to take no risk, I oriented my fluid in the region of the brain while asking him to "  neutraliser the blockages to the origin of the maladie  "! If my research to the pendulum were exact, the patient had to feel a light better.

* * *

          Préparant the continuation of my sitting, I did a very long cradle, followed of a polar stretch importing. To be certain not to meet a major obstacle on the bone marrow, I proceeded to a polarization of the column. After an energetic friction of my hands between them, I placed my right hand to dish under the umbilicus. The palm of my left hand positioned itself on my patient's nape. I finished this first phase by an imposition in rotating bundle on the hypophysis, in order to consolidate the central nervous system.

         Then, I made part to my patient of work that I was going to make. I didn't know at all what could be the inherent reactions to the new impositions, and immediately, he/it gave me his/her/its agreement. The confidence that united us was total. Concentrated, attentive, I started my impositions. My open hands, parallel to the head, were placed to height of the temples. My look focused on my patient's third Sil. Organ after organ, I concentrated to the maximum to guide magnetism, where I wished to see to act him. I directed in thought, the fluid benefactor on the parts of the brain that I had written in thick characters on a white leaf, placed before me.

         not to be bothered by the telephone, I had asked Françoise to stop it during the sitting. Aware of what I was going to tempt, she/it had encouraged me to the maximum. The sitting lasted close to twenty minutes. No pain, outside of some tingles on the head and the leg reached, disrupted this one. I perspired as I had never made it. My patient was visibly in an absolute well-being state. Relaxed, relaxed, he/it looked at me with an extraordinary tenderness. His/her/its look translated all the love of which it was deprived.

* * *

          Some instants later, whereas I was in the bathroom to rinse me the hands, I heard my patient to leave the piece. I opened the door as he/it passed. While seeing it walking, nearly normally, I believed well that my cSur was going to release me. The miracle, because there, I could speak spontaneously of miracle, had just occurred. Not only I had been at the end of my fears, but in more, God gave me the picture of his/her/its love and his/her/its generosity. My patient didn't limp anymore! He/it was not able to do a hundred meters, but the improvement of his/her/its health state was really spectacular.

* * *

          in spite of the precariousness of his/her/its health, Françoise appeared even bigger to my eyes. I saw well that she/it suffered, that she/it was tortured in the evening of the morning. Pulling on the rope to the maximum, she/it drew an outstanding energy to the deepest of his/her/its will and his/her/its love for me. Of fragile and weak appearance, she/it imposed her/its incredible strength of character. For more to move the knife in the wound, I didn't speak to him of anything concerning my doubts. I pretended to believe in his/her/its version of the fatigue excess, and we retook more beautiful our projects of vacations from Senegal.

* * *

          So, this chief of enterprise, very close to about sixty. For him, a daily middle arterial pressure of 190 / 130 it was "  normal " ! ... The paralyzing pains of which he/it complained on his/its left thigh, were probably the only result of an excess of travail ? For me they looked more like a phlebitis that something else... But I didn't want to antagonize it. Let's add an acquired insomnia there, of the violent pains to the shoulders, to the nape, to the low of the back, on the right arm, and to testes every time that he/it urinated, to perfect the presentation. Without forgetting naturally, an intestinal transit at the very least capricious, of the stomach burns, and of the thrusts of heat accompanied by redness to the face.

* * *

          I indicated to my patient the method of work that I counted respecter : the nervous system, hypertension, the digestive problems, and finally the rest of his/her/its pains. While explaining to my patient well, that one committed for a marathon and no for a hundred meters. Of his/her/its wisdom to grant of rest, would depend largely the final result. Pragmatic and logical, he/it meant me that to the point where he/it was some since more of five years, he/it was not some at one year près ! I retorted him that the resignation was worse than the excess of waiting and excessive hopes. His/her/its remark meant filigreed, that it hardly believed in the possibility to improve his/her/its state.

* * *

          Since the following Monday, I began my sittings of relaxation to lessen the anguish. In addition to the  classiques s " movements " (Cradle, stretch, immobile link), I punctuated my sittings by specific movements in this state of tension : right hand to dish, to two centimeters of the column, I descended along this last lentement jusque to the spank; my patient being seated on a stool.

         Then, I finished by an application with my left hand, in the goal to decongest it, on the solar plexus (Hétéronome position). The first three sittings took place according to the same technique of work. Without speaking of improvement, he/it felt all the same less nervous to the term of this first set. On the other hand, during each of her, my patient fell asleep like a thick baby. What made confirm his/her/its extreme fatigue state only.

         The following week, putting better to profit this light nervous, I tackled of entry the insomnia. After a straightforward recuperator sleep night, the body would be more capable to face the inherent journeys to his/her/its activity. I reiterated the sittings of the previous week therefore in their entirety, as there adding some movements clean to the insomnies : the two parallel hands, the very remote fingers, I made an imposition in the summit of the skull during five minutes about. Then, without changing the position of my hands, I descended slowly along the backbone, and I took the movement since the summit of the skull. Then, to finish the sitting, my patient lay down on the back.

         I put my two hands to dish on the skull, and asked him to do the slow respiratory movements and profonds : to inflate the abdomen like a ball, then the chest, and to loosen just as slowly. To close the sitting, I integrated a new movement of polarity, that is part of my séances : "  La link forehead / nombril  ". Tight fists, the raised inch like to make the auto stop. I placed the tense right inch vertically (the rest of the fist being in air) under the umbilicus, to about two centimeters of celui - ci ; either on the 2 ^_ème Chakra. The left inch, in the same position that the right, but placed to two centimeters of the forehead, between the arcades sourcilières.

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          After these three sittings, we could realize with satisfaction of the kindness acquired. For the first time for a long time, the pressure had descended to 160 / 90. The sleep had improven, most peripheral pains were nearly attenuated entirely.

* * *

        The skepticism exacerbated of the beginning, if it was legitimate, faded away progressively of his/her/its mind. Our reports were more convivial. I made three other sittings again similar to the last, to reinforce best to be acquired. To the term of these first nine sittings, the insomnia, the pains of stomach, the redness, the puffs of heat, the pains to the shoulders and in the back had disappeared completely. The blood pressure stabilized around the 150/80 at the end of sitting. I didn't judge necessary therefore to intervene specifically on the blood system. For the intestinal transit, after six identical sittings to those done on my previous patient the results passed our expectations.

* * *

          Some days later, whereas I had finished my cares with this chief of enterprise, I welcomed to my cabinet the son of one of my patients. With him, once besides, I was confronted to a set of psychosomatic problems having dragged a general dysfunction of the metabolism. The weight first of all. The young man had, according to his/her/its mom, taken more than thirty kilograms in six months. He/it was very big yes, but enveloped well; I could not deny it.

* * *

          I started my sittings while inverting the chronological method, established up to here. Nearly challenging the rules recommended by several works, I started with an application, right hand to dish out of the 7 ^_ème Chakra. For that to make, I sat down as a long time as possible to the patient's head in order to hold, without feeling discomfort. At the end of some minutes, the first bubblings made themselves hear. I stood then standing on the patient's left side. My right hand always in application on the cranial Chakra, I put my left hand successively to dish on the 5 ^_ème then the 3^_ème Chakra.

         I discounted during these positions, to re-establish the cosmic current. Alas, after five minutes on the two Chakrases, nothing happened. I got on my patient's right and with my right hand, and I redid the same movements on the Thyroid and the Solar Plexus, the hand well to dish remote fingers. The results were hardly better, but nevertheless, we had discerned one and the other the first vibrations. I received three times per week the young man.

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          Since the seventh sitting, I accentuated my action while working mainly on the arms and the left hand. Downward application along the arm, then rotating on the hand, bundle crossing on the hand, immobile link. Since the end of the 8^_ème sitting, the things evolved considerably. Almost total mobility of the hand, neutralized tingles, practically resorbed insomnia, and especially, the state of mind gave some signs very encouraging of stability.

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          dates It of our first wedding anniversary approached to big steps. The time passed to a dizzy speed. Considering the budgetary restrictions, we passed the clearest of our time very close to the lake. Equipped like a professional... No, let's say like a good amateur... To defect of boat we fished since the banks. Françoise had taken taste to this really divine sport. She/it didn't like that is true, and hated even, to hang the verses to the fishhook or, to detach the fishes who condescended to bite to his/her/its cane.

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          More we reduced our expenses, more I felt the state of health of Françoise to improve. Money was altogether the main word of this enigma. I made and redid my accounts, and I didn't always manage to seize the reason of this epidermal fear. Nevertheless, I kept many to inform some. Every evening or nearly, after the daily sitting of magnetism, we had our dinner alone together. Then, to finish the evening, I recited my poems. It was necessary that I repeat above all.

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          The week precedent the departure for Senegal, I had not taken any appointment. Françoise being on vacation, we benefitted from this to prepare the journey but also and especially, to give back him a semblance of initiative. The big day arrived! I saw good that the face of my poor Françoise didn't translate the euphoria, was necessary to himself of it far! She/it forced herself/itself to smile, very badly concealing his/her/its desire to cry. Of best that I was able to, I tried to change him the ideas. The whims didn't miss, to the apartment and during the whole journey until the airport. In addition to the prémices at a new life, to which we began to believe, ever since more of fifteen years I had not taken of vacations.

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          She/it realized that his/her/its muteness risked to make I more distrustful towards the problems that it crossed. I let it one instant in his/her/its meditation. I benefitted from this, before arriving to the airport, to reconsider to all these events. I preferred, to be in peace with my conscience, to try to hunt my mind envies it to make light. She/it was conscious of my lucidity back some of his/her/its "  amis s " or relations of work. Prudent, I had convinced it to eliminate most of them, judging their presence in all ominous and harmful point to our couple. We didn't have need to show us hypocritically in a group of prayers, to return grace nor to venerate and to adore The Almighty.

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          Our stay in Senegalese earth, was not a success in itself. Certainly, I had for my part met a lot of interesting characters, and benefitted to the maximum of my stay. For school holiday reasons, the recital could not have taken place. Most students, during this period, deserted their country. If I specify that I fully took advantage of my vacations, it is not by excess of selfishness and to separate my to stretch wife, well on the contrary. It is precisely to valorize it now. Because, from first to last day of our stay in Dakar, she/it didn't take advantage of anything. She/it followed me, such an automaton, while concealing best that she/it was able to the anguishes that tortured it. I was blind. At no moment I didn't discover the least anomaly in his/her/its behavior. Dived in my dreams, I discovered amazed everything that I had describe in my script, to some variants near. The highest summit in Dakar, culminate to.... 500m of altitude : on the tray of the Mamelles s!

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         The eyes lost in this universe abstract that enveloped it of his/her/its silent nothing, she/it implored me without daring to speak me not to break my happiness. Roof of misfortune, on two days of our return, I caught the malaria ! At the time, I didn't understand why after so much joy, The Almighty tarnished an as beautiful stay. I believe that he/it punished me to have been so selfish. Effectively, weakened, while appreciating the extreme devotion of my wife adored, I took the time to see in what state she/it was. Very close to the downfall, she/it watched over me, lit my cigarettes, prepared me the medicines, with a love and a sweetness that punched me the cSur. What happened donc ? Was I finally going to understand what tortured it to the point to weaken it well more that me the étais à doesn't cause the illness?

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          Of best that I was able to, without rushing it nor to shock it, I tried to make speak it. She/it had to burst her/its abscess. Guided by a way of sixth sense, I adventured on the twisting trails of his/her/its work. Immediately, she/it reacted. Like what, and I got the certainty of it, he/it was afoot something well against her. The systematic epidermal reactions, as soon as one approached the relational aspect in the office, reinforced me in my judgment first. If I had needed a proof, she/it offered me one of it and of size.     

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  FIN OF THE THIRD CHAPTER

CHAPTER 4

CHAPTER 2

CHAPTER 1

FILES:

Artistic passion * Discovery of the Grant * Passes-Present-Future * The Blind Woman and the Black child * The Price of the love * Memories of Stage * Novels to come * 9 Propositions extracted from PPA *